Method acting for authors
This is another one of those times where I reveal more of my own weirdness. Why? Because you demand my total and complete honesty at all times. And because I’ve had a lot of carrot cake tonight because it’s almost my birthday and we had a family party tonight and I’m a little jazzed because I’ve had a lot of sugar tonight and did I mention my mother makes the most incredible carrot cake in the world and where was I?
When I write a novel, as I’ve just started to again in the past few days, I have to become my heroine. It’s the only way it’s fun for me. And to make it extra fun, I put her through some things I think might be interesting to try. Or at least different from my normal life, because why write a book that isn’t an escape for all of us? I’m not just the writer, I’m also the first reader, and if a story isn’t entertaining for me, forget it. No reason to get up in the morning and go back to it.
So it just so happens in this novel the heroine starts eating some pretty strange food. I can’t tell you what because that would reveal too much, but suffice to say I won’t be having carrot cake again until this book is in copy edits. I’ve known for the past few days that starting tomorrow I’m going to have to fully move into the character’s life, so I’ve been enjoying these last few decadent meals. My friend Carolyn sent me a tub of half cheese, half caramel popcorn–it happens to be Oprah’s favorite popcorn, and now I understand why–because that stuff is like CRACK and I’m not kidding, even though I have no idea what crack is like and no, I don’t want to, thank you very much.
So all weekend long I’ve been pounding that stuff back, making myself two steps beyond sick, knowing that come sunrise tomorrow morning the crack popcorn is out of my life. So sad. But writing comes first.
When I was in high school drama, I used to do this same thing. I’d go fully into living out my characters’ lives, wearing hoop skirts to school, talking in accents all the time, and once even depriving myself of sleep for two straight days so I’d know how my army nurse character must have felt.
Yes, quite psycho.
I have no idea if other writers work this way. I suppose all of us like to inject a little bit of ourselves into our heroes and heroines, but I’m not sure if anyone else actually starts dressing or talking or behaving like the characters they create. But why is it any different from what we were talking about a few days ago? Just because the characters I want to be like happen to come out of my brain instead of someone else’s, that doesn’t make them ineligible, does it?
And isn’t it possible to want to be Scully or Xena one minute, and one of my high school girl heroines another?
Or is it the carrot cake and the crack talking?
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October 8th, 2006 at 11:28 pm
Hmm. Yes. Well, as Sir Laurence Olivier is rumored to have said to famous Method actor Dustin Hoffman: “Have you tried ACTING, dear boy?”
I understand the desire/need to have your characters do/say things that are beyond your own experience, though. That’s one of the pleasures of writing fiction, to some degree — the ability to live a more exciting life than our own. And all from the safety of our own desks.
October 9th, 2006 at 8:17 am
See, and my point is that writing makes me leave the safety of my desk and go try new things. I learned to horseback ride because my girl heroine was an expert and I wanted to know what I was talking about. I’ve tried new foods because other characters were more adventurous in their dining choices than I am.
But again, maybe I’m weird this way.
October 9th, 2006 at 3:45 pm
please be careful. jack had to start mainlining horse to infiltrate the columbia/serbian scumbag bioterrorist drug cartel and let me tell you, he ended up with quite the monkey on his back–it took him 6-7 hours to kick that habit. so put the carrot cake down, send me the popcorn (as well as all the chocolate in your possession–i will lock it up where it can do no harm)and start eating worms or chalk or glass or whatever the evidently troubled young woman of your fertile imagination craves. as for me a nice, chilled bombay sapphire is sounding mighty good.
BIG ALERT FELLOW BLOGGIES (BJ, BUY A TV FOR THIS)–SCANDAL BREWING ON PR!!!! I’M SO EXCITED.
October 9th, 2006 at 4:02 pm
PR=Project Runway? Cool!
And how did you know about the chalk-eating? Damn. Now I have to start over.
October 9th, 2006 at 10:55 pm
I once wrote a character who always wore green and was afraid of birds. Yep. You guessed it.
And this is so weird, but I just realized that it’s been two summers now and I haven’t been swimming since first writing Amy. Haven’t even been in a hot tub.
October 10th, 2006 at 6:58 am
(For those of you who haven’t read Diana’s novel Secret Society Girl yet–and WHY NOT??–her heroine Amy is afraid of the water.)